awesome.

http://vimeo.com/4729762

some talent.

death comes unexpectedly....

so today i went to plasma. i love donating plasma. it is great for people watching.

well today i had some fun things to watch.

so there was this boy and it was only like his second time coming. soon after being hooked up to the machine i saw some of the phlebotomist going over to him and putting a cushion under him to raise his feet.

i got intrigued.

so i was watching. and the phlebotomist were standing over him. then he went extremely pale and his head fell to the side with his eyes open. the phlebotomist was shaking him and and calling his name out and no response. i thought he was dead. he looked dead.

it took about 40 seconds before his eyes started moving. i was relieved.

so note to everyone....dont pass out with your eyes open. you will scare the people around you.


also the girl next to me started freaking out and tried to get up while hooked to the machine and was like take it out of me. ha ha. but the guy calmed her down and she was able to finish.

CUPCAKES!!!!!

so my sister won some free cupcakes....( thank you alisha http://cravings-alishascupcakes.blogspot.com/) and i got to pick them up today. delicious!! chocolate with cheesecake and raspberry filling!!!

i dont even know.....

do you ever have those times when you just completely forget everything?

so yesterday i was driving in a shopping center parking lot and i was turning the corner within the parking lot and thank goodness no one was coming cause i literally forgot what side of the road i was suppose to be on after i turned. it was so weird but thankfully i chose the correct lane.

then tonight i was sitting at the table taking a drink from of my water bottle. sometimes for no reason at all, i hold water in my mouth for a second before i swallow it and well i was doing that and my mouth was open. i leaned forward to look at something and then water falling out of my mouth all on the ground.

i dont even know what to say for myself.

on a stroll

so i can easily say going for walks is one of my most favoritest things ever. i love just going by myself but if others must be there, i will probably insist that there not be more then three of us. i think walks are a great way to get to know other people so if there is more then three then it is pointless for me cause i am not a mingler so i would only end up talking to one or two other people.

but if i am by myself, i just like to walk and think.

so today on my beautiful walk to campus (before the rain and hail hit) these were a few things i thought about ...all things dealing with summer and walking mostly

* the anticipation for summer is almost to much to handle
* future walks to macys in the summer heat to get the huge small ice cream cone for only 51 cents will be awesome.
*bike rides (when i get a bike)
*snow cones
* how byu provo is a lot harder to figure out then byu idaho
*it really irritates me when people starting walking at the cross walk before the sign tells them to go. i dont know that they have cracked the code of the lights and know when it will be their turn. i just dont care. i want them to wait.
*my right arm swings significantly higher and faster then my right arm
* i am excited for the fall... for a few reasons
*i think to much about things (but really i cant help that and going for walks really wont help since thinking is all i have while i walk)



and side note ( i was concerned about this a few days ago and my fears were brought to an end)
so the other day a girl was over at my apt and we were just talking and she asked how old i was and i said 23 and she was like oh i thought you were my age. she is 27!!! NO, I AM NOT 27 AND I REFUSED TO BELIEVE THAT I LOOK LIKE I AM!
so in panic i asked my friend tyler if he didnt know how old i was, how old would he say... and he said he would say 23 which is nice to think i do still look my age but it really didnt count cause he knew how old i was and i bet he could tell that i definitely did not want to hear some outrages number like 27. so that was nice. i kind of forgot about it for a little bit then last night i was just talking with my new roommates which are all younger then me and just out of the blue of the girls was like you look really young. i would say you were 21. oh man that made me feel good.

ppphhhewwww. forever young.

romeo and juliet (leo version of course)

isnt this just the prettiest thing you have ever seen?



i want it. i wont kill anyone. i promise.


also funny story, speaking of leonardo dicaprio. . .

so i was taking a film class while in school. i usually would sit in the middle of the class which was stadium seating. on this fateful day, i was pretty late and could not get a seat in the middle but was forced to sit on the very front row, the seat on the end. we were talking about actors that day and my teacher was like lets go around and say who are favorite actor or actresses are. then with out even giving us a moment to think she looks at me, being in the front and it like lets start here. i panicked. i needed time to think. millions of things were going through my mind but for the life of me i couldnt think of any actors. so i just thought of the first movie that came to me. i had just watched whats eating gilbert grape the night before. leo was the first and only thing in my mind and i felt like if i said that then everyone would think i was a 13 year old. but nothing was coming, not even johnny depp who was also in the movie. just leo.

first person in line. hundreds of actors at my disposal, not one had been taken yet.

my favorite actor is leonardo dicaprio.

then the mortification began. everyone in the class just starts booing me. i didnt know what to do. . .

so i turned around and looked at all of them from below (stadium seating) and said. he is in some very good movies. and then turned around.

and you know what. i dont even know why i was ashamed. he is in good movies. and i do like them.

i declare this to the world...
LEONARDO DICAPRIO IS MY FAVORITE ACTOR.

day two.

provo. it is going to be good. roommates, like them. it will be fun.

the beginning.

day one...in provo

so today started off with me packing the little annoying things that i had left in my room, into my car.

and dont worry the plants that i had been keeping alive for months now...well i set them on the dash of my car and the sun was pretty intense today and ya, fried them! i was so sad. i rushed them inside and gave them drink. i am trying to nurse them back. one looks promising the other, well not so much.

i started the drive down to provo on my favorite highway. the I 15. if i were ever to become a highway. that is the one it would be. i just love it. it is like a hidden treasure. people forget about it. (mainly because it doesnt go in the direction the most people need) but that is fine. i drive it when i can and enjoy it the whole time.

then. i made it to provo.

so i am sharing a room for the first time ever in my college career. i am super nervous about it. and i already found a fault to it, there is just not enough room for my stuff in a room of two. but it looks like a got a good room roommate cause apparently she is never here and half the time doesnt even sleep here. it is only for two months though and then i am moving to a private room where there will be plenty of space for my precious things. i like things. and i like things to be everywhere.

and dont worry half of my stuff is still in my car and will probably remain there till summer when i get a room to my self.

so out of the other five girls that live here, i have only met three of them. i hung out with one girl jenessa pretty much all day. we are going to get along. i can already tell. it wasnt even like awkward.

i miss my old roommates mikalyn and holli. i purposely didnt finish things in the apt so then i would have to go back. i like though that i will have friends in different locations and the drive up to slc really isnt bad.

i hope my plant doesnt die.

moving day...

so i keep getting so excited and then super nervous. one emotion after another just switching back and forth.

the apt i am moving into, i have to share a room with another girl. i dont even know how to share. i am pretty selfish. so this could lead to lots of good stories. i kind of hope it does.

i am going to miss my roommates. i forget how awesome it is to live with people you know and love....until you move in with ones you dont, yet. especially mid semester.

well we will see how day one goes....